Me and my macaroni dream is so unreal

Car Land Er Son (lost_hopes@hotmail.com)
Wed, 04 Aug 1999 23:16:59 -0400 (EDT) 

>I know people like those you mentioned, I really hate
>people who get A's in english, pretend that they like the books in >front 
>of
>the teacher, but talk about how stupid the books are outside of >class, and
>just don't care.

         They don't do that exactly.   They see read as way to get ahead in 
life through volume.    "The more I read the more I know" is what they the 
feel.  They basically try to pull out the Cliff Notes of a novel they read.  
      They don't apply any of it to their lives.

I am forever concerned when I read. I was the only one in
>my class who really loved F+Z. I am also probably the only one in >the 
>school
>who reads S:AI "for fun". Besides my truest friend who I am introducing to
>the Glass family. He will turn out like you were saying, ten times more
>intellegent than those others, or at least in the ways that actually 
>matter,
>but at home with unused degrees in philosophy on the wall, macaroni on the
>stove, attempting to figure out to what extent he is motivated by human
>instinct. I'm wimping out, I guess. I'm going into architecture, not 
>English
>or philosophy, but trust me, if 2007 isn't a good year for architects (and
>in truth architecture is really not a good way to get rich anyways) I will
>be sitting in front of the stove spilling artificial cheese all over my 
>more
>tape than paper copy of F+Z.
>                Catherine



         Don't wimp out.    Do whatever you want.  I just pray to God, or 
whatever, that you find someone to live life with who has similar  beautiful 
objectives.

         Mine: to find a wife, make her my religion and everything I believe 
in and do is for her.  and to live by the ocean with her.



          However I'll end up in some dead-end middle-management job making 
money and unhappy, yet happy, voting the complete Republican ballot and 
dying with money in the bank and undealt with stress in a rural New York 
town just like the idiots I hate

       God I hope I find the right woman.


                 -Carl


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