--- Scottie Bowman <rbowman@indigo.ie> wrote: > > > The smugness...arises > from the knowledge that within those two rather > flat cakes were a few startling pieces of fruit > from > my own orchard - where there still grow some > vigorous > young trees. > > If a writer doesn't enjoy that knowledge, that > confidence, > all the praise in the world won't help him. And > if > he does possess it, nothing else will matter > very much. > Publication - which we all long for - is, > finally, irrelevant. Though publication can be irrelevant to the quality of literature (i.e. all the postings re: statistical counting of rejection slips for those eventually published, significant works), personally longing for publication is O.K. If it judged by professionals with integrity, then being chosen for publication; to be read (hopefully) and enjoyed by many others, can be the highest compliment for a writer (as well as allowing he/she to continue to purchase groceries regularly, pay the rent, update the computer, the old Remington manual, or the Brother electric). Knowledge that you can create "startling pieces of fruit" isn't being smug at all. It's having faith and confidence in one's ability to write. Though I'm not nearly as far along with writing as some others here, the writing course I took a couple of years back gave me confidence that I did have ability. And if I did take the time to "hunker down" for awhile, to write and rework umpteen stories and drafts, yeah, maybe I *could* write something that a small press would publish. I'd be happy with that at this point - and to be published by not even one of the well known ones here in the states either - you get published once and then decide if you want to keep on. That last sentence makes it sound too easy. I may have gotten too confessional and other Bananfishers can probably tell me war stories to refute what I've just put down I suppose. The guy in the corner office here at work has gone home, but I've still got a ton of stuff to do. Gotta go for now. > > ===== __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Bid and sell for free at http://auctions.yahoo.com