Certain schizophrenic patients can exercise a powerful
fascination for the apprentice shrink. Their disordered
thoughts & expressions have, at least initially, a strange
& seductive charm - those droll associations, the comical
rhymes, the ingenious fancies, the marvellous tortuosities.
Instead of dismissing them as mere products of a disordered
brain function, the young idealist feels challenged to make
a bit more psychological sense of it all. He remembers Jung's
'discovery' of the collective unconscious, Freud's surmisings
on the rituals of the primitive mind &, instead of slinking back
with the older time servers to the Residency for the lunchtime
sherry & the afternoon golf, decides instead to work towards
an eventual decypherment of the schizophrenic code.
In the end though - after a couple of months, a couple of years
- he gives up. The charm has worn off, the jokes revealed as
threadbare, the clang associations turned simply wearisome.
Yet it once all sounded so portentous & elusively meaningful.
Pity. A real pity, but all we're left with is the sound of wind
whistling through an unhappy & splintered mind. Old Pat Lynch
was right. We've been wasting our time. Better to turn one's
attention to the rich, good-looking hysterics. So much more
rewarding & so much more fun.
Certainly once encountered, the presence (& vacuousness) of
schizophrenic thought-disorder is as unmistakable as the smell
of putrefaction.
I remember the conversation in which Brendan & myself first
shared our disillusion - almost fifty years ago. It returned with
great vividness as I ice-picked my way last night up the sheer face
of Différance.
Scottie B.
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