an observation on holden's hat acheived through personal experience. my father gave me a pair of shoes. shiny black leather shoes that look like they belong with a uniform. heel and all. i broke into a really horrible sort of tap dancing everytime i walked on a hard surface. but that's not what i'm talking about. i'd forget that i was wearing these shiny black things and then when i'd get out of a car or something i'd look down and BooM! big smile at seeing these Shiny Black shoes on my feet. because they were so out of place. isn't that the way holden's hat works. kinda. i mean isn't it just sorta to cheer him up. apart from the clearly defined functional use of people shooting. and seymour and charlotte. maybe it has nothing to do with it but.. i saw a girl today. i kept looking over at her because it was making me happy. BECAUSE she reminded me of someone else. i knew very well she wasn't the person she was reminding me of. but it made it easier to think of the person if i had someone who sorta looked a little like her to look at. sometimes i worry about the amount of tenderness i can feel for people i don't even know. that kindof stuff happens all the time. getting sad when somebody i don't even know leaves. john keats john keats john please put your scarf on paul. _________________________________________________________ DO YOU YAHOO!? Get your free @yahoo.com address at http://mail.yahoo.com