In a message dated 98-05-13 17:41:59 EDT, you write: << i saw a girl today. i kept looking over at her because it was making me happy. BECAUSE she reminded me of someone else. i knew very well she wasn't the person she was reminding me of. but it made it easier to think of the person if i had someone who sorta looked a little like her to look at. sometimes i worry about the amount of tenderness i can feel for people i don't even know. that kindof stuff happens all the time. getting sad when somebody i don't even know leaves. >> I recently met a girl who works in a cafe, and I'm sure there's something that I'm going to learn from her that is going to blow my socks off. I have no idea what it is, but I'm waiting for the moment of satori. In the interim, I have been asking her a series of mundane questions, and just watching her. I'm hoping that whatever it is that is going to reveal itself to me reveals itself soon, because it's really maddening. She reminds me of a good many people I've known, I'm just not sure which ones and in what ways. I am showing a lot of tenderness to this person who I don't really have any actual feelings for. I guess I can relate to what is being said here. On another note; I recently decided that a Utopian existence for me would consist of moving from cafe to cafe with different people for conversationsal partners at two to three hour intervals. If any Bananafishers out there are passing through Boston and would be interested in a pleasant cup of coffee, get in touch. I always have some sort of goal for the summer, and this seems like it will be mine for this year. Your assistance would be appreciated. Okay then. Robert WinBoogie@aol.com